Pendosa

Petir menggelegar di malam hari
Hujan deras mengguyur kota
Hantaman petir yang mengagetkan semua insan
Alarm mobil yang tiada hentinya berdengung
Ada yang sadar..
Ada pula yang sudah terlelap dalam mimpinya..
Guntur ini bisa dianggap sebuah petanda
Petunjuk bahwa semesta sedang murka
Atas kelalaian dan ketidakpedulian manusia
Manusia-manusia yang terhanyut pada drama kehidupan
Kehidupan yang berisi suratan takdir yang tak bisa dipahami
Setiap makhluk hanya menjalani isi buku kehidupannya masing-masing
Takdir memang tak dapat dihindari
Akan tetapi manusia masih diberi kesempatan untuk memilih
Berbagai pilihan untuk bereaksi terhadap kehidupan ini
Ada yang sudah nyaman menjadi pendosa
Pendosa cerdik yang membuat semuanya menjadi indah
Akan tetapi hitam tidak dapat bercampur dengan putih
Suatu saat setiap makhluk akan dihakimi termasuk para pendosa
Sudah siapkah engkau?

~A

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14 February 2020

Today is 14 February 2020, this is what peoples celebrate it as Valentine’s day.

I celebrate it as my mother’ birthday.

Honestly it’s been a while since I really celebrate Valentine’s day. Never in my life a guy would spoilt me with bucket of flowers or boxes of chocolate. Yes I have ever received flowers but that’s not on Valentine’s day. Therefore for me, today is just like any other day. Not that special though.

Its been a while since I wrote a post on this blog, but I always continue blogging at my joined blog with my best friend. It’s located here: sharing55tories.blogspot.com.

I think we can share kindness and love for everyone everyday, not only for today. Let our life shines for others and changes other people’s life to be better.

Last but not least, Happy Valentine’s day!

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Social Media App

(Pic courtesy of bluewatermedia.com)

Yap. Saya emang lagi suka ama social media app.
Kebetulan sudah setahun belakangan ini saya memakai Android and i love it! Sebenernya sih ga addict-addict banget ato iptek banget, tapi keberadaan social media app. atau saya singkat aja menjadi SMA, bukan Sekolah Menengah Atas yah :) menjadi penambah dorongan saya untuk semakin malas meng-update blog ini. Sorry ya blog.. ~.~

Seperti yang saya bilang, saya bukan SMA mania, Apps yang saya gunakan ya paling Facebook, Twitter dan Instagram. Ini belom termasuk Chat Media, seperti Whatsapp dan Line. Tapi dari semua, saya paling nyaman bermain Instagram. Menurut saya, instagram itu simple, karena dengan sebuah pic, bisa mengungkapkan sebuah cerita. Positif nya saya menjadi semakin creative dalam meng-edit foto saya. Negatif nya, saya menjadi semakin malas untuk menulis panjang lebar di blog ini. haha, alasan basi ya :)

Mungkin nanti saya akan coba upload foto-foto yang saya upload di instagram ke blog ini. Biar kamu juga update, blog, dengan kehidupan saya :)

Akhir kata, hidup Social Media App! :D Blog kan juga termasuk Social Media App gitu lho!

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L.O.V.E

I missed to be Loved.

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when this is over?

Yes, gw uda ga sabar untuk mengakhiri semua ini.

fakin crazy boss!

gw bertahan karna ada suatu hal yang benar2 penting untuk gw perjuangkan untuk sekarang ini, gw pikir.

kalo gak, gw udah bakalan kabur. Tahun ini tahun yang penuh dan sangat banyak tantangan dan masalah, sampe mau jalanin hari hari aja berat banget. kejebak di sana di sini.

HUH.

intinya, bertahan dulu satu minggu ke depan. STRUGGLING DAY BY DAY.

rasanya kayak memapah badan dan kaki untuk terus berjalan di kala sakit. what a painful shet.

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turning point

This time, i am gonna write something that always bothered my mind and soul. which i believe, this is true. which i feel this is right.

I believe in every human's life there is turning point. which this is so vary between every individual. For example, one human loss her wife when they were really young and just got married and other people has been bankrupt and loss the things he had. God make everything for a reasons, YES, and this might be for every His creatures to learn and understand what HE want us to learn and what HE want us to become.
So, I believe HE has different plans for every HIS human. My question is What is my turning point?
or I will become HIS plan for other people's turning point? like my friend who died at age 26 while pregnant?

What i mean by this turning point is something that you have never expected or even think that could happen to your life. Its beyond your control but it have big impact on your life and change your life and even your self. It might be tragic to your life, may it come early or later. or might be never come to your life.

Do i ready if GOD use me to become part of his plan to change people?

If i could chose, i better be one who learn rather than be the one who make peoples learn.
But, once again, i know its not something that i can choose and i will learn to lower my ego so i could happily accept if i will be the one who make peoples learn.

Funny to say, especially for those who disagree with me. But i honestly said, death is not something to scare about. If i die, then be it. I just hope i am not died in vain. I hope peoples surround me will learn a lot by my dying. peoples will think of me, the goods that i left in this world. It was the same feeling as i heard people died. I don't even think it is something need to cry or sadden. Simply said, i believe, death is better than living. Death means you are free from suffering. Death is the world you never known. But it is so obvious, it means you are free from fear, worry, depress and unhappiness. I know you might thing death just a easy way out for coward people. Its up to every individual. But, i just said, death is not something do be scared or crying. If it happens, just happens. i just hope i am not in pain when i die and not in vain.

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t-shirt

 

Hi all. I just bought this during my short trip to Jkt.

I bought that at Golden Truly, during festive discount.

It was the good t-shirt I tried on my body so far.

The colour so soft, but it just suit me well.

This brand is not so popular, but I really like it!

Hope you guys could try it. Its recommended.





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